long weeks

things have been very stressful lately. my schedule is jam packed trying to finish this internship.

i hate coming to the internship. i don't like the station, don't like the crew, and just in general wish i was somewhere else whenever i am here.

the problem is that when i am not here i am in class (awful), at work (terrible), or avoiding my house because i can't stand my roommate.

nothing seems to be going right at the moment. i am even having trouble staying on my diet. I keep wavering. i am not eating enough medifast meals. the problem is i am not eating frequently enough. i then compound the problem by cheating. so far i've remained stagnant and that's no good. i should have lost a lot more weight by now. i also have been slacking from the gym. i cannot wait to sleep tomorrow night and just wake up whenever i feel like it.

it's been so cold lately. i'd love to have a nice warm brownie and hot coffee right now - or a piece of cake/pie!