Monday, January 23, 2012

Another Day Down

Today was rough. I had to get up at 9am after not being able to fall asleep until after 2:30. I feel like I've been in a constant state of tired.

Medic time went well. We actually did some training and I thought it was good. D doesn't really seem to get the internship process but at least he is willing to work with me. Sometimes I worry that he's not telling me the right stuff though. I feel like I have to re-check what he tells me. Oh well, it can't hurt.

Work was awful. I am so tired of people getting away with piss poor work. There is one woman here who is completely worthless. She is never working and when she does answer a phone call she handles it completely wrong and makes a mess for the rest of us to clean up. The annoying thing is that she seems completely oblivious to her awfulness. Just like this place.

I'm kicking myself because I haven't been strictly on plan. After Friday's mess up I kind of got back on the wagon Sat. but I missed medifast meals and only had a few meatballs as my "lean&green". Today I was doing good but being up for 21 hours took it's toll. I ended up having an extra burger patty with cheese and not having a shake like I had planned.

Scale was down 2lbs today. 14.4lbs lost. Pants are fitting better but I still am grossly obese and ugly. Hopefully tomorrow is more successful. I really am just exhausted today.

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